On her 21st birthday, Keris Myrick was in the cereal aisle of the grocery store. She was throwing boxes of Cheerios on the ground, yelling back at the voices in her head. Food is poison, they told her. If you eat you will die.
âSo I actually stopped eating for about four months,â Myrick said. âI just told my mother it was stomach pains.â
It took years before Myrick admitted the problem was not in her stomach, but in her head. She was eventually diagnosed with a schizophrenic illness, getting hospitalized about a dozen times along the way, always against her will.
Myrick finally met a doctor who won her trust and she began to recover. She went back to school and became a peer support specialist in Los Angeles, drawing on her own past experiences with mental illness to counsel people currently in crisis, often in the same psych ward she had been in.
âIt really is shocking to the person to say âWell, I was sitting in that same seat you were sitting in. Like literally,ââ Myrick said. âHere I am â Iâm the evidence that things can and do get better.â
Itâs often a turning point, when patients begin to believe that the system can help them. It makes them more engaged in their care: taking their medications, showing up to appointments, and staying out of the hospital, Myrick said.
More than 6,000 peer specialists already work in hospitals and clinics throughout the state, but informally. California is one of two states in the country â the other is South Dakota â that does not have a formal peer certification and training program in operation or in planning.
Californiaâs Senate Bill 10 would establish formal standards for the job, creating a career path for people with mental illness to become counselors, and earn more stable wages. It would also allow the state to draw down federal funds to pay for some of the services provided by the peer counselors.
The bill passed the Legislature unanimously last week, but whether the governor will sign it into law is still an open question. This is the third try for this bill.
âWe never had any opposition in the legislature â unanimous every time,â said Adrienne Shilton, government affairs director for the Steinberg Institute, an advocacy group that backed the bill all three times.
The opposition comes from the stateâs Department of Health Care Services, which would be charged with running the program and setting up the administrative systems to bill through Medi-Cal, the stateâs health coverage for low-income Californians. DHCS estimates it would cost $3.8 million to set up the program, and $6.8 million annually after that to run it.
The agency opposed the same bill last year, and Governor Jerry Brown vetoed it. He said peer counselors are already working without a certificate, and thereâs no need to impose a costly new program just to give them one.
âItâs just a piece of paper,â said Camille Giglio, director of the California Right to Life Committee, which opposes the bill, mainly for fiscal reasons. âYou’re going to go in and say, âGee, I was here once. I feel your pain.â It doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a piece of paper.â
Giglioâs group is also concerned that if SB 10 is signed into law, other peer counselors and volunteers, like those that work at pro-life crisis pregnancy centers, could later be required to undergo certification, as well.
âIf you canât do anything to help your neighbor unless youâve got a certificate, whatâs happened to the role of the citizen as volunteer?â Giglio said.
Supporters of the bill hope the current administration will see things differently than the past administration. The head of the Department of Health Care Services, Jennifer Kent, recently resigned and is leaving at the end of this month. And Gavin Newsom is now in the governorâs mansion.
âI think the tide is changing,â Shilton said. âHere now is a governor who has demonstrated a commitment to mental health and substance use, and demonstrated that through investments, not just through words. So we’re feeling optimistic that this is our year.â
Itâs been 15 years since Keris Myrick first became a peer specialist, and now she manages a team of them as the chief of peer services for the Los Angeles County Department of Mental Health.
She says keeping her mind engaged on this work, helping other people, is what keeps her own recovery on track. It keeps her out of the hospital and it keeps her voices quiet. She still hears them sometimes. But theyâre sweet, she says, almost angelic, and they donât bother her.
âSometimes they sing to me,â she said.
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